Frustration

I guess I don't have much to say. Except for the fact that my life is a complete joke. The guy I'm practically in love with has a girlfriend but I know he likes me, I just want him to break up with her. Is that bad? Yeah probably. School starts Friday and I can only focus on wanting to get my grades up because I'm trying to get him out of my mind. I just want him to see that I am in fact better and that I would love him with all my heart. But obviously I'll never really get the opportunity. On a better note I think I'm gonna start writing short stories again. That and blogging should be a good way to get all my frustrations out. I just can't do it anymore honestly.